Falling in L

I've found myself in an interesting situation:

because I haven't been paid for the last 6 weeks (HR at my company messed up), and because of the nature of my profession (not too much potential for inc in salary)... my first paycheck will probably be the biggest paycheck of my life.

All this to say: I hope this isn't the way I fall in love.

Breathe vapours

i really love this photo. 

i initially posted it on instagram, but deleted it bc of it's potential to bring up unnecessary q's. who curs. 

- loosey goosey - 

ps. jk im not loosey goosey.

who

double tasked me into her life,
and i used to take it as a privilege.
the choicest time left aside
for better things that came along

one wish that would cure all

if i had one wish - 

the HS susie thought to herself, 

the one wish that would make me happy

the one wish that would cure all:

it would be to never be in want,

to never be in need. 

AHA, 

she beat the system.

or so she thought. 

now i'm thinking -

is this a reflection of ps. 23? 

or skewed buddhist mentality? 

or even a extreme fear of disappointment?

there is something beautiful about Hope

and of Surpassed Expectations

VANCOUVER

I've come back a different person,

bc I left my heart up in Vancouver

Hot glue straight from the gun

She liked the way it felt on her fingers. The demonic scorch on the tips that quickly transitioned into a hardened glue carcass. Flick off, then repeat. The heat was exciting, and seemingly transient with no residual outcomes . That is... until she burned herself. She learned that day: If you play with hot things, you might get BURNED.

Consequences
Consequences
Consequences

Things have consequences.

ptl

i passed,

but
but
but
my hope
my joy
and my peace
is in __.